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Real Mercy Includes Admonishment, by Garrett Johnson – Brown Pelican Society of Lousiana

Real Mercy Includes Admonishment, by Garrett Johnson

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By Garrett Johnson, Catholic Exchange, Dec. 2, 2025

Garrett D. Johnson was born and raised in the Washington D.C. area in a nominally Catholic family. He left the Church in his late teens and lived a hedonistic lifestyle that included drugs, gaming, and living as a gay man until coming back to Catholicism in his late 30s. He is a blogger (his website is Brotherwithoutorder.com), a stylist, and a member of the Courage apostolate. His self-published autobiography Becoming a Good Man will be available in 2026.

 

Garrett Johnson headshotAs I sit before the Tabernacle this morning in prayer, I repeat the Jesus Prayer slowly to myself: Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. As I do, questions I often ask myself circulate in the background of my mind: What is mercy? What does it mean to ask Jesus to be merciful to me in my times of difficulty and struggle? What does it mean for me as a Catholic to be merciful to my fellows who struggle with addiction, same-sex attraction, and sexual identity confusion?

The answer to this question is not as complex as many would have us believe. It is laid out structurally in Scripture. So the issue isn’t a lack of clear guidance, but whether we are willing to yield our understanding of mercy to Jesus and accept that true mercy sometimes stings. …